My ATT Fiber gateway is…fine. Sends WiFi 6 to (almost) the entire house and the only way I could do better is to run wires and rebuild the whole network.

Even has a 4x4 antenna array for the 5ghz band, so I would have to spend some decent money to get a better standalone router.

Yeah. Most people on this sub would kill to move into that setup, btw.

If this is serious you should make an appointment with a psychiatrist. Sounds like a dissociative episode which can indicate serious mental health issues.